say yes
constant (consistent) updates

i figure im really busy when all im doing is updating friends and journals. it means im living more somehow and only have time to catch people (and myself) up, constantly (sometimes consistently)

here goes:

feeling blue, hearing alela diane tomorrow night at union hall where ive never been before where they have boche, having intensity with someone and then not seeing them for 3 days (a long time at purchase) and then seeing them and having more intensity and now its the weekend so not seeing them again for 3 days… alas, this is how it goes, i am texting in class, working at the psga office quite a bit, bike riding to manhattanville to see someone speak about the SOA and next wednesday for the palestine/israel talk, connie is great, i want a smile that big when im over 60, 70, mindfullness is great, helping people get connected, using all of my resources, waking up tired is okay sometimes, naps are always around, getting paid $10 to do a psychological research test to help someone with their senior project, missing mexico, learning a lot about psychology and knowing that would be my major if I were beginning undergrad now, having an analytical mind, hugging people at the co-op, the sky turning purple at 4:43, knowing my way around, rasputina, skype, not doing my senior project, saving my smile and tears for when it feels right, the moral of the story is that there are no morals, stealing books because knowledge should lay in the hands of the public, not those who have money, wondering how thanksgiving will go as i change year to year and my family stays the same

how perfect

GEMINI [May 21–June 20] Nature’s rhythm is cyclical. If you’re smart, you honor that flow by periodically letting parts of your world wither or go to sleep. If you’re not so smart, you set yourself up for needless pain by indulging in the delusion that you can enjoy uninterrupted growth. According to my reading of the astrological omens, Gemini, this is your time to explore the creative possibilities of ebbing and slackening. Ask yourself the following question, which I’ve borrowed from the Jungian author Clarissa Pinkola Estés: “What must I allow to die today in order to generate more life tomorrow?”

the fact that there are so many more names for male masturbation than for female masturbation reflects the way our society accepts men talking about it and rejects females talking about it. this extends to females not being as comfortable openly discussing this, and is connected to females not owning their sexual desire.

25 hour sunday

emotional rollercoaster

or, even better, as cassie put it as we were laying in the co-ops loving embrace, i’m on the top of a hill blindfolded

President Obama has just signed into law the very first protections for transgender people in US history:  The Matthew Shepard and James Byrd, Jr. Hate Crimes Prevention Act.